Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Saying goodbye

Saying goodbye. It can be sad,happy,joyful,depressing or just confusing.This summer I will be saying goodbye to two of my closest friends,not forever, just until we meet again.My one good friend that makes me happy and smile (which isn't very often) is going to India for a year. Also my boyfriend will be going away to college (11 hours away). Iv known this would be happening and I feel like a sitting deer waiting to be shot knowing that something is going to come straight to my heart.while the leafs first fell and turned brown to the first frost, and the never ending winter...the days came closer that I knew that I will be faced with sadness.I cannot control who leaves and stays but I can control how I feel about it.I will feel a part of me was taken away until it comes back I'll be sitting here waiting for it to be in my arms again.My other pieces of myself that make me who I am.. Are now gone. And I will be here waiting.Everyday until I will never have to say goodbye again.